Feb 24, 2016

Overburn

I'm not sure if there is any logic in life. Not sure if this is some weird purgatory, or we have to embrace little things we have and live that way. In short : I know shyt.
But there is some epic, raw justice and feeling of relief in the fact that everyone dies.
No escape. Everyone pays. No gray zone, no sympathy.

Feb 19, 2016

Castles made of void

 What is wrong with these people ?  How did I end up working with them ?  Where the hell they were born and raised to be such selfish morons ?
   It is my work. Ofc. in every company I ever worked, there was always important who are you good with. How hard you work, what you achieved and created.... it's bullshit ; what is important is to make it look like you are working very hard. It's nothing new to me.
But this surpasses it all. These people only care what the manager thinks of them. Work is not important. Work for them is the thing that you do, making it damn sure that whatever is a problem - somebody else did it. If they don't know to do something, they will ask you to help them, if they make a mistake and you correct it, without telling to anyone- they will say "thank you", but if you make even the slightest mistake, they will act like you killed somebody.
They have no sense of humor, they know nothing about the life or history, yet they live.
And they think they're smart.
I was never a part of such society. I worked with people who taught that the main thing is to keep the business running and growing ; where differences would be solved during conversation. But this !
This is the scum. The way I see it : generation after generation, all the best people from my nation would either die in some pointless war, or go to some foreign land, to make a normal life for their children. What is left here is the bottom of the bottom. This is pure scum.
When I logged in to facebook to see my high school friends there, I noticed that all the good guys either died during the war, or fled somewhere. What is left are losers we joked with back than. Losers and me. Losers are surprised to see that I still live here. I am surprised that I can survive in the world of the losers.
Once again, they are scum. There is no point of conversation with then. They know nothing.
But they are the masters of sucking up.